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“Be who you is, not who you ain’t”

Last week as I attended a planning meeting in Glen Eyrie, Colorado, I became fascinated with the small herd of big horn mountain sheep that had full run of this gorgeous, well manicured property and home of the Navigator Ministry. Every day we would see these sheep walking in and out among the trees on the grounds almost close enough to touch them or even to walk between them. The males with their big horns would run in a group lead by one of the sheep; probably the “alpha” sheep who incidentally rushed to stand in between me and the sheep I tried to take a picture of.


Last week as I attended a planning meeting in Glen Eyrie, Colorado, I became fascinated with the small herd of big horn mountain sheep that had full run of this gorgeous, well manicured property and home of the Navigator Ministry. Every day we would see these sheep walking in and out among the trees on the grounds almost close enough to touch them or even to walk between them. The males with their big horns would run in a group lead by one of the sheep; probably the “alpha” sheep who incidentally rushed to stand in between me and the sheep I tried to take a picture of.

These sheep seemed unimpressed with us humans. It was as if we were the ones invading their space. They politely tolerated us and perhaps even sensed that they needed to perform every now and then to keep the “tourists” happy. One morning, almost on cue, with a capacity audience as the parking lot was crowded to overflow, three females demonstrated how to eat from the bushes on the craggy rocks ascending the mountain.  They were so naturally fleet of foot – living out of what they were designed for – all in a day’s work to them.

The sheep were acting exactly like sheep, big horn mountain sheep. They were doing and being exactly what God intended them to be doing and being- very sheeplike. They were not acting like the wild turkeys that also lived on the property nor were they hopping around among the low brushes like the rabbit I saw outside of our room.

When I got home to Texas I could not get my new friends out of my mind- these delightful big horn sheep. I wished I could return and watch them some more. Their playfulness intrigued me. Their abandonment to act out of who God made them to be was refreshing. They were fulfilling their created calling – right out of Isaiah 43:20 “The beasts of the field will glorify me; the jackals and the ostriches…” Earlier Isaiah also writes, “everyone who is called by my name, and whom I have created for My glory, whom I have formed even whom I have made.”

The message of these big horn sheep became clearer. They were simply doing what God created them to do. Watching it was delightful and in that, they brought God so much glory. They became a visual reminder to me that we best glorify God when we live out of who He created us to be. Am I? Are you? As a friend of mine drew on her note cards- “Be yourself, who else is better qualified.”

Gail Seidel served as Mentor Advisor for Spiritual Formation in the Department of Spiritual Formation and Leadership at Dallas Theological Seminary (DTS) and as an Adjunct Professor in the D Min in Spiritual Formation in the D Min Department at Dallas Theological Seminary. She has a BA in English from the University of Texas, a Masters in Christian Education from Dallas Seminary and a D Min in Spiritual Formation from Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary. She is a contributor to the textbook, Foundations of Spiritual Formation, Kregel Academic. She served as co-director for Christian Women in Partnership Russia with Entrust, an international church leadership-training mission. She and her husband Andy live in Fredericksburg, Texas. They have 2 married children and 6 wonderful grandchildren--Kami, Kourtney, Katie, Mallory, Grayson, and Avery.

4 Comments

  • Dentist Victorville

    That is a great quote from
    That is a great quote from your friend. I really hope that people start to like themselves for who they really are and not who others want them to be. Sometimes we are just too preoccupied with what others want us to be that we lose ourselves in the process. It is not bad to want to improve ourselves and to want others to like us, but isn’t it better to be liked for being ourselves rather than be liked for being somebody we are not?

    Great post! I hope your message gets across…

    • Gail Seidel

      Thank you !
      Totally concur with your words..so much more freeing to be who God intended yet easier said than done, right?

  • Sharifa Stevens

    I love the ending quotation
    I love the ending quotation from your friend, Gail! This is a good reminder to be my (redeemed, sanctified, growing) self. :o)

  • Tim Bongard

    Title source

    Dear Gail,

    I just spotted your blog and couldn't agree more. Your title also rang a familiar bell for me. I was a student at Northeastern Bible College in the mid-70s and remember Dr. Anderson reading a poem – though I can only remember fragments and don't know who wrote it – it was a favorite of his and your title is actually a quote from that poem. Wish I could remember what it was.

    Anyway, great posting. Thanks!

    Tim