
I am Barabbas
As we begin to walk through the holiest of days of the Church, we will take time to recall the most fundamental truths that make Christians Christians and turn sinners into saints.
We will revisit in various ways, through many different traditions, the events leading to the suffering, crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus, the son of God, the son of man.
As we look at the Gospel narratives, we are introduced to a full cast of characters whom we only know because of the parts they played in this great story of redemption. I think of Pontius Pilate, the Roman governor who, though having repeatedly declared Jesus innocent, still condemned him to death. Then, in a fit of irony, he “took water and washed his hands before the crowd, saying, ‘I am innocent of this man's blood’” (Matthew 27:24, ESV), only to be remembered throughout generations in the creeds of the Church as the one under whom Christ was crucified.
I also think of the man named Barabbas. When Pilate weakly tried to release Jesus as the prisoner to be spared, the crowds chose Barabbas instead. I wonder what this murderer thought as he freely slipped away into the night as Jesus meekly submitted to the nails pounding into his flesh. I wonder if it dawned on him that he had just experienced the greatest cosmic swap of all time. I wonder if he later understood that he had been involved in yet another murder.
So, Barabbas,
where did you go
when the crowd cheered
and you walked away
free?
where did you go
when your life was restored
and your crime was excused,
forgiven?
where did you go
when his body hung high
and his blood poured out
for yours?
As I consider these thoughts about Barabbas and after I have judged him and held him in contempt for his undeserved redemption, it becomes horrifyingly clear to me that, in the end, I, too, am Barabbas.
I am Barabbas,
Chosen by the crowd.
He is Jesus,
Abandoned for this hour.
I am Barabbas,
The guilty one set free.
He is Jesus,
Who died instead of me.
