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In the Wilderness

 

Forty years—it sounds like an eternity. I’m sure it felt that way for the Israelites too. For 40 years they wandered around in the wilderness waiting to possess their land.

 

 

Forty years—it sounds like an eternity. I’m sure it felt that way for the Israelites too. For 40 years they wandered around in the wilderness waiting to possess their land.

 

Now they sat at the door of promise. And Moses took the opportunity to remind his wayward flock of a few things. They were to obey. Not part or pieces of God’s Law, but all of it. God’s blessing would rest upon them in their land as long as they walked with Him (Deuteronomy 8:1).

 

They were also to remember. Not just the good times and not just the bad ones—all of the memories were to remain locked in their minds (Deuteronomy 8:2). We often recall only the joy or only the pain, but God wants us to hold them all together. For in the wilderness—the hot, arid place where only God can meet our needs—He humbles, tests, refines, and proves.

 

God knew what Israel couldn’t fully comprehend. The land He was about to give was exceedingly abundant. There’d be no more scarcity or hunger. There’d be no more manna and water. There’d be riches and diversity and plenty. They’d eat decadent meals every evening until they were full (Deuteronomy 8:7-10). But if they didn’t learn to depend on Him with their little, they wouldn’t trust Him with a lot. Instead they’d love the gifts and forget God.

 

But why so many trials and such a long a season? Moses told the people that God did it so, “…that He might humble you and test you, to do you good in the end” (Deuteronomy 8:16). God disciplined that He might teach them dependence and ultimately do them good.

 

When I think about God’s discipline, I seldom frame it in these terms. I think of correction as something necessary when I do something wrong. But maybe God looks at it differently. Certainly there are times when we go astray, and He must bring us back. But there are others times when He desires to grow us up and strengthen our faith.

 

I’ve never walked in the wilderness for 40 years. But for the past 2 years God has taught me to trust Him 1 day and 1 step at a time. There’s been financial stress, but I’ve never wanted for anything I truly needed. There’ve been career disappointments, but they’ve taught me to look for where God is working right now. There’ve been health issues, but they’ve taught me to trust God and choose joy regardless of my physical state.

 

So how about you? As you look back on your own wilderness experiences, can you see God’s gracious hand? He might just be getting you ready for something really, really good. 

Amanda DeWitt is a freelance writer, coach's wife, and mom. She completed her bachelor’s at Dallas Baptist University and holds a M.A. in media and communication from Dallas Theological Seminary. When she's not typing away at her computer, she's chasing her two little boys or watching her husband coach high school football.

2 Comments

  • Julianna

    Thank you

    i've never thought of discipline this way either and this was exactly what I needed to hear today. Good word and I opened up my Bible and commentary and look forward to digging more into Deut a little later tonight. I cannot help but think what they must have been thinking in Deut 8. They'd been living on manna (and an occasional pigeon) for their entire existance. How tantalizing the list of decadent foods must have been for them. How amazing that they were able to look at God with hope and trust when they'd been in the desert so long (instead of doubting He was really going to deliver). That is the true testimony of dependence – when you are able to hope in a desert place.

  • Amanda DeWitt

    Hi Julianne,
    Thanks for

    Hi Julianne,

    Thanks for sharing! I appreciate your comment that true dependence comes when we hope in the desert. At that point we've truly learned our lesson–to delight ourselves in God alone and not the gifts He gives. We are then free to enjoy His blessings instead of becoming enslaved by them or falling in love with them.